Sunday, December 26, 2010

weird day

have you ever had a feeling
when something you really want is right next to you
and you know that you can never have it?
I personally hate it.
It goes against my belief that the impossible is possible. But sadly, i have to accept the fact that it is true .. i can never have you.
no matter how i try or what i do, i know that deep inside .. i can never change your heart. you simply just don't love me. I can tell ...
miracles do happen ... but it will never happen for me . and if one day it does, it will be the day where i no longer have any feeling toward anyone ...
there's no point to try if you know it's never gonna work. but ironically, if you don't try, how do you know that it will work or not.
right now my brain is telling me that i should just stop and forget everything but my heart keeps telling me that there is a chance and I can do it.
But i don't want any more heartache ... it's just too painful. I just simply want to love you .. that's all.

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