Saturday, October 23, 2010

Finally the answer

It seems like the question I've been looking for the past couple months has been answered.   Although it's not pleasant and I expected it not to be pleasant too, so I'm kinda prepared for it.
It hurts still though.. a lot.  I haven't felt like this for a while now, probably since 11th grade. A few months ago is more like upset/mad rather than how I feel like now.  I'm not happy at all. I'm really not myself right now.  I don't have any confidence in me at the moment.  Everything just seems to be gone. I feel a little pathetic right now about myself. 
Why am I so attached to her?
I hate to feel like this. I don't like this at all.  Why does it always happen to me? 

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